THE UNLUCKY GIRL
She lay in her bedroom with doors closed just like the closed door of her heart. As she looked across the window, all she could see was just sadness and loneliness. She realized that once again her heart was torn and left to bleed, once again she was rejected by the love of her life, once again she has to go through that deep sorrow of broken heart. Yes, this pain was a part of her entire life. She had loved and then the guy had torn her apart by leaving her. After her first breakup she thought that her life had no meaning left. So she wanted to end it but every time she tried to kill herself she realized that her suicide would tear her family specially her dad; who had always given her happiness the priority. She was her dad's princess but she wanted to be someone's queen. And when that dream fell apart, she couldn't undergo that pain. Then she made a promise to herself that she would never fell in love again. She wanted to let loose and started living a wild and fearless life. That was her death and the birth of VERONICA. Everyone started calling her that. She started partying hard. Alcohol became her only true soul mate. Now the love in her heart was filled with booze. She became an addict. It started out with her drinking alone in her flat to making new friends in the gym. Slowly and steadily she started drinking with anyone who asked her out for drinks. She started going to Delhi every month not only to meet her friends, not only to shop but because she wanted to dance her sorrow out. She danced insanely, drank insanely and wanted this to be her life. But every time she returned from Delhi, she felt more lonely. A girl who was once full of attitude and never used to talk to guys who were strangers started drinking and partying with anyone trying to kill her own legacy and standard. She did this in the hope of ruining herself because she realized she was not a coward. But she was scared of her loneliness; her broken heart and believed that she'll never be able to love again. But just when she enjoyed being VERONICA, she met a guy partying one fine day. At first she didn't realize he'll become so important to her. They started chatting, hanging out. Something inside her changed again. She tried hard not to fall in love again but this guy was different from the rest of the guys. And then she made the mistake again. She fell in love with him. He changed her. He killed VERONICA and brought her back to life. She was happy from inside after what felt like ice age. It was young and sweet love. She started flying in the sky; this was the impact he had on her. But unfortunately, her happiness like always was just for a short while. He was leaving her because his family wanted him to get married to some girl of their choice and he couldn't say no to them. She wanted him to fight for their love but he refused. She realized that this guy would never be able to take a stand in his life for her. She wanted to hate him thinking that what a coward he was. But she couldn't hate him. She was left alone again to grieve and mourn. She realized she is that lucky person who has been cursed. Her faith in romantic stories started fading. She wanted to kill herself for being stupid the second time. But she thought that maybe she's cursed for life. Maybe she can't be with the love of her life ever. Still she has to live because she was one hell of a STRONG GIRL who had gone through a lot and who never backed down. She however was proud of one thing that she was stronger and fearless then any guy she ever met and that there was no guy who could compete her in any sense.
She lay in her bedroom with doors closed just like the closed door of her heart. As she looked across the window, all she could see was just sadness and loneliness. She realized that once again her heart was torn and left to bleed, once again she was rejected by the love of her life, once again she has to go through that deep sorrow of broken heart. Yes, this pain was a part of her entire life. She had loved and then the guy had torn her apart by leaving her. After her first breakup she thought that her life had no meaning left. So she wanted to end it but every time she tried to kill herself she realized that her suicide would tear her family specially her dad; who had always given her happiness the priority. She was her dad's princess but she wanted to be someone's queen. And when that dream fell apart, she couldn't undergo that pain. Then she made a promise to herself that she would never fell in love again. She wanted to let loose and started living a wild and fearless life. That was her death and the birth of VERONICA. Everyone started calling her that. She started partying hard. Alcohol became her only true soul mate. Now the love in her heart was filled with booze. She became an addict. It started out with her drinking alone in her flat to making new friends in the gym. Slowly and steadily she started drinking with anyone who asked her out for drinks. She started going to Delhi every month not only to meet her friends, not only to shop but because she wanted to dance her sorrow out. She danced insanely, drank insanely and wanted this to be her life. But every time she returned from Delhi, she felt more lonely. A girl who was once full of attitude and never used to talk to guys who were strangers started drinking and partying with anyone trying to kill her own legacy and standard. She did this in the hope of ruining herself because she realized she was not a coward. But she was scared of her loneliness; her broken heart and believed that she'll never be able to love again. But just when she enjoyed being VERONICA, she met a guy partying one fine day. At first she didn't realize he'll become so important to her. They started chatting, hanging out. Something inside her changed again. She tried hard not to fall in love again but this guy was different from the rest of the guys. And then she made the mistake again. She fell in love with him. He changed her. He killed VERONICA and brought her back to life. She was happy from inside after what felt like ice age. It was young and sweet love. She started flying in the sky; this was the impact he had on her. But unfortunately, her happiness like always was just for a short while. He was leaving her because his family wanted him to get married to some girl of their choice and he couldn't say no to them. She wanted him to fight for their love but he refused. She realized that this guy would never be able to take a stand in his life for her. She wanted to hate him thinking that what a coward he was. But she couldn't hate him. She was left alone again to grieve and mourn. She realized she is that lucky person who has been cursed. Her faith in romantic stories started fading. She wanted to kill herself for being stupid the second time. But she thought that maybe she's cursed for life. Maybe she can't be with the love of her life ever. Still she has to live because she was one hell of a STRONG GIRL who had gone through a lot and who never backed down. She however was proud of one thing that she was stronger and fearless then any guy she ever met and that there was no guy who could compete her in any sense.
Yeah... Well that she is.
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